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TDM II

The Ton Test Drive Meme II

Welcome to the The Ton's second Test Drive Meme!

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NAVIGATION.

🌿 Arrival • Welcome Drinks • The Greenhouse Effect • Skinny Dipping • Give You Butterflies [NSFW] • That Belongs in A Museum • Jump to Comments 🌿

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Arrival

I. WELCOME

You don't remember when or where you fell asleep exactly...

Perhaps it's the tickling sensation of a low hanging tree branch brushing against your nose or the feel of the slightly damp grass underneath you that causes you to awaken but when you do you'll find yourself lying amongst a glade of wisteria trees. You're not alone - nymphs of the trees laugh and dance about you, clearly amused at the new arrival. Along with them, your new loyal servant is here on Pheme's bidding. How this servant looks is different to each arrival. Some are saddled with short, stout butlers, others are welcomed by towering, busty maids. Regardless of their appearance, they introduce themselves with a kindness and warmth that is simultaneously reassuring and strangely impossible to resist when they beckon you to follow them from the grove and out into the city of Andovale.

The closest structure within sight is the Palace and its grounds. It is here that the Lady Pheme resides and from here that she rules over the city, your servant explains to you. You have been selected and brought here personally by her. It is she who assigned the servant to guide you through the regency-inspired city that is your new home.

Eventually, they will bring you to your new residence within the outskirts of somewhere called the "Trade Quarter". You are now the resident of a room within one of the many imposing town houses which make up the Grand Crescent. Throughout your stay here the servant will be your own personal butler or maid. This is where all new arrivals will be living for the time being you are told. Your servant will also give you a crash course on life here and the concept of Thumos - the energy or life force that keeps Andovale and all life within it going - including you now that you are here. It's generated through acts of intimacy, whether that be physical or emotional.

Once you have been shown to your room, you are given two things: a network communication device and a letter. The letter reads as follows:

My dearest reader,

Welcome to Andovale.

The delights of our fair city are yours to explore.

I do hope that you make your stay here a most interesting one. I shall be frightfully disappointed if you do not - and we do not want that, do we?

You will hear from me again very soon.

Yours Truly,

Lady Pheme

You are free to wander about and explore the house and its surroundings as you please. It's certainly spacious enough. As well as your own quarters, each of the townhouses of the Grand Crescent have large communal areas, which includes the kitchens (although why you'd like to go there when your servant can fetch any delicacies you'd like for you!), a dining room, a parlour with its own small library, two drawing rooms (somewhere you can go to chill out basically - harp music anyone?) and a generously sized garden.

Strangely, unlike most accurate regency townhouses, there do not appear to be any servant's quarters - perhaps these servants don't need to rest? Or they go somewhere else entirely for that?

Why not introduce yourself to your new housemates? Or enjoy some tea and cakes that have been prepared for you personally by your retainer, which they seem to keep insisting on bringing to you?

II. AN INVITATION

Whether you're brand new to Andovale or a an established ~~if a little unwilling~~ resident by now, your assigned maid or butler will track you down. They are not empty-handed and they carry a silver tray, upon which is an envelope with a wax seal bearing the letter "P". Inside the envelope is an invitation. An invitation from your benevolent ruler, Lady Pheme herself.

Each character will receive an invitation identical in wording to the one below:

EVENT AT THE PLEASURE GARDENS

YOUR CHARACTER'S NAME HERE

Is requested to attend an exclusive event at the PLEASURE GARDENS, on 27th of May current.

Admission to the attraction begins at 6 o'clock p. m.

Wear something green for this special occasion.

Lady Pheme

Your servant can help you find something appropriate to wear - or not appropriate, the choice is entirely yours, after all. If you decide to go with their guidance, it is notable that they seem a little less decisive in the sort of outfit you should be wearing for this event - only, as Pheme said, that it should be something green. An evening gathering surely must require formal wear though and they will eventually press upon you the importance of wearing Regency Full Dress for the night ahead.

You may come to regret this.

Note: Even though it's a little different from the norm, this event will still count as a ball and all attendees will get 10 Reputation Points✨, just for showing up and looking respectable. Indulging with the theme and wearing an acceptable green outfit will also gain attendees a further 5 Points✨.

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WELCOME DRINKS

CW: alcohol

So, you've received an exclusive invitation to the Pleasure Gardens' latest pop-up attraction from Lady Pheme herself? How exciting! Ordinarily, the Gardens are open to anyone willing to pay the small amount of Thumos required to enter, but tonight it seems that only those brought in from other worlds are permitted access. You're getting an exclusive preview of the attraction, one of the guards at the gates tells you.

One of their colleagues will escort you down the torch flame lit pathways, through the gardens to the centre - the open space where all events like this take place.

Tonight, that open space is not so open. Besides the vast outdoor ballroom floor, in front of you is a giant glass house - basically, a large fancy green house between you and I. These are often found at grand country houses to show off and cultivate exotic, never before seen plants from far off lands. You've been brought here for the unveiling of this attraction. How such a thing could possibly be temporary seems highly improbable, but that's Pheme for you.

Feel free to begin the evening with mingling and dancing as befitting of any ball, but before the night is over you will feel yourself propelled forward to join the queue to get into the "Palm House," almost as if an invisible hand is shoving you forwards. You're even handed an extremely green and theme appropriate alcoholic beverage to consume in the queue while you wait. It's all very civilised.

Oddly, this drink won't get you drunk in the usual way, despite the alcohol content. Instead you will find yourself imbued with a hefty sense of glee and eagerness for adventure. It's all to help ease you into this experience, after all.

You're admitted to the Palm House one at a time - it's fine, you'll see your friends inside! Just as you set foot through the doors, your head is filled with the sound of a woman's voice, soft and beguiling:

"Dearest gentle member of the ton - what happens in the Palm House, stays in the Palm House. You are free tonight."

Note: For those that don't drink, there's also an alcohol free version. It looks completely identical to the boozy version.

Whether that drink has got you in the spirit or not, entering the Palm House is worth your while. All of those who enter will instantly receive 20 Reputation Points✨. And in case it wasn't already obvious, on this very special of occasions and the debut of her attraction, Pheme is turning a blind eye to what happens to you all in there. These things need a whole lot of Thumos to run properly and some of you will be doing her a huge favour... you just don't know it yet.

There will be no NPCs present in the Palm House, only your characters. Tonight is an exclusive preview for Pheme's Chosen, after all.

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THE GREENHOUSE EFFECT

Entering the Palm House is a rather surreal experience to say the least. Sure, it looked pretty grand from the outside, but that's nothing compared to what greets you inside...

You might have been expecting a typical large tropical greenhouse as per any botanical garden visit, if such things exist to you back home. However, this particular green house appears to contain nothing less than a few dozen acres of rain forest. If the word "Tardis" resided in the vocabulary of the Ton's residents then it would surely be applied here. Pheme's out to show off again.

The moment you take a step or two through that door you feel strangely disoriented. Take a few steps more - perhaps you change your mind and decide to head back to the door you just came through. Only when you do, you'll find that the door is no longer there.

There is another door out of here but that involves crossing the length of the exhibit - and as you can now see quite clearly, that is not going to be such an easy task. There are paths to take and to (hopefully) stick to, but they seem to crisscross at every turn you take and go in all different directions. Thick rainforest surrounds you on all sides, its dense foliage extending towards what you can see of the glass ceiling and the night sky beyond that.

Pheme hasn't been quite cruel enough to leave you wandering through the rainforest by moonlight alone. Many of the plants here glow with an unnaturally bright bioluminescence - and there is more. Every now and again during your travels you will see the light of a of lantern darting amongst the trees, accompanied by alluring and lilting female voices, often laughing with delight. They might seem a little familiar to you.

It seems that the tree nymphs (or dryads) from the wisteria grove have sisters and they're making themselves quite at home in the Palm House. If you happen to catch a decent view of one of them, you'll find yourself face to face with quite possibly one of the most beautiful - not to mention scantily clad - women you have ever laid eyes on. They won't stick around long though. Make the mistake of trying to follow one of them and you'll find yourselves off the path and even more lost and disoriented than you were before.

You might be really regretting your choice of dress right about now - even if you are camouflaged with all of the greenery.

Note: If your character does not manage to find the exit (or one of the magic wreaths mentioned below) then they will only remain trapped in the Palm House until dawn. After that time period they will themselves slipping into a deep slumber, only to awaken right back in their cosy bed within the Grand Crescent (or wherever they've now made their home) a few hours later. You can thank your servant for that.

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SKINNY DIPPING

CW: large bodies of water, possible nudity

Unsurprisingly, it's hot in the forest, and the chances are that you didn't exactly come in here dressed for this.

While the dryads have made themselves at home on the land inside the Palm House, their naiad cousins (or water nymphs) have made themselves comfortable within the many rainforest pools. You can hear their delighted giggling as you traverse the forest and they will even call out to you in alluring tones, somehow knowing your name. It's impossible to resist following the sound and when you do you'll find yourself in front of one of the many pools that can be found within the Palm House.

Oddly, there is no sign of the naiads now that you're here. The water is beautifully crystal clear and dappled with the snatches of moonlight managing to shine through the forest canopy. That water is calling out to you, to drink and to bathe - you will feel an overwhelming compulsion to start removing your stuffy clothing, dive right in and cool down.

It's fine, after all, there's no one else around. Yet.

Just be care those pesky water nymphs don't hide your clothes.

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GIVES YOU BUTTERFLIES... (NSFW)

CW: sex, aphrodisiac, sex pollen, insects

It's not just nymphs and you lot making yourselves at home in the Palm House.

Often mistaken for moths, there's one species group of nocturnal butterflies, but their wings are dull, plain, and uninteresting. Clearly not a good fit for a glorious Palm House, designed by Pheme herself. That is precisely why Pheme has created her own, never before seen species of night butterfly, especially for this occasion.

Their wings are like gossamer, beautifully transparent like a ordinary glasswing butterfly but these ones glow in the dark. You probably encounter one or two as you make your way through the rainforest, but the longer you spend in here, the more the butterflies begin to swarm. Looking up and you'll see a "kaleidoscope" high above your heads, hundreds of them flocking together in a brightly glowing mass above the treeline. The display is only brief, but it leaves you with a strange yet probably not unfamiliar feeling.

You see, these butterflies have been carrying pollen on their bodies and legs, as butterflies often do, helping to spread the stuff. It seems whatever plant they have recently been feeding from has some very curious properties... and you can probably guess where this is going.

You feel hot - even more than you already did being stuck in a tropical forest. Not only that, you feel the strongest desire for physical intimacy. Effects vary depending on how much pollen you've been doused with, but you still have a deep, desperate need to do something about it. For those most strongly affected and desiring the ultimate, touching yourself may bring some relief. That may very well be your first thought to try, but some is the operative word here.

That person you've always had a flirtation with? Now is the time. You have to have them. You have to have each other. Or maybe you've just met this person, here, in the rainforest today? Maybe you're two people who ordinarily don't even like each other? Perhaps there's more than two of you?

It doesn't matter. You won't rest until you've gotten that release.

Note: The butterflies swarm covers a wide enough area that you can be anywhere within the Palm House when their pollen hits. While this is obviously a sex pollen prompt, players can choose how strongly their characters have been affected. It may be that they only got the lightest dousing of pollen and kissing is enough to satisfy them. On the other hand, maybe they got so covered in the stuff that only doing the deed will do. The choice is yours.

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THAT BELONGS IN A MUSEUM

CW: chance for NSFW

So, you're not having much luck navigating your way out of this foliage filled nightmare? There is another way out. At some point on your travels, one of the naiads will take pity on you and try to help you out: "Find one of the wreaths!"

Deeper into the greenhouse, or this pseudo rainforest as it basically is, you'll find ancient Greek laurel wreaths made of pure gold. They might be just lying on the ground, or up a tree, or under the water in one of the forest pools... The choice is yours as to where you find it, We'll leave that entirely to your discretion.

It will take quite some doing given how far into the jungle these treasures are, but should you manage to find one, upon contact, it will teleport you, and whoever you might be holding onto, out of the greenhouse and right back to the entrance to the Pleasure Gardens again.

The wreaths won't be easy to find, and you'll face many obstacles along the way. Some set to distract you entirely from your goal, which is get the hell out of here. Unless you actually like it in here? You do you, boo. We're not judging.

The teleportation abilities of the wreaths themselves can only be activated by generating a small amount of Thumos between yourself and another first, another naiad will explain. That means no grabbing one for yourself and hightailing it out of here! Oh no, no, no. What about your chums? It would not be seemly to leave them in the lurch, after all.

Note: Obviously more than one character can use one of these wreaths to teleport out of the Palm House, as long as each of you has a hand on the item and you have generated Thumos between all of you then it will work.

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Wildcard

To assist you with inspiration our full list of Andovale's locations can be found here.

Want to play something that isn't listed here? Go ahead!

Please note that TDMs are considered game canon.

As stated above, both prospective and current characters who are already in game are permitted to top-level on TDMs. However, we do ask that current players be mindful and welcoming to prospective new players and that they do try and make the effort to tag out beyond their current in-game CR.

For newbies: As your first port of call, we would recommend having a read of the premise page, as well as our rules and FAQ.

For any general game questions you may have which are not answered by the FAQ then please leave a comment on the FAQ page - for any questions specific to this TDM then please respond to the questions comment below.

Most importantly - have fun!

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Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

Welcome Drinks (OPEN)

[Essek can be found dressed in a green jacket and a black waistcoat, holding his drink in hand while he waits in the queue for the Palm House, he's not drank from it as of yet, not feeling particularly comfortable with anything directly provided by Pheme after the disaster of emotions he felt from the cake the night before.

So, looking cool with his drink in hand, Essek nods a hello to the person in queue with him.]

Good evening.

Wildcard (OPEN)

Essek can be asked to dance while he pretends to drink the drinks they were given, found lost wandering the Palm House, or needing a partner to generate the laurel wreaths to escape! Also Network posts are always welcome!

Closed to Caleb Widogast

[It's hot, enough sot hat Essek struggles to want to stay fully clothed as he is most comfortable being. Even prestidigitation only can do so much to cool and keep him comfortable in the humidity. He finds himself almost envying the lack of modesty Orym had earlier, but he gets through it with as much decorum as he can.

That is until he hears the siren call of the Naiads, luring him to the edge of a rainforest pool. It seems empty, the cool waters alluring. He feels compelled to slip off his jacket, to pull his cravat loose as he kneels to take his shoes and stockings off. It's only his most stalwart modesty that keeps him hidden from view towards the back of the pool - he doesn't completely disrobe as he sheds his vest and pants, keeping his knickers and long loose shirt.

He places his feet into the water, sitting at the pools edge, heaving a relieved sigh at the reprieve from the heat. Well that is before he hears sign of another.

Essek can feel the creeping shame of a flush up his neck and cheeks as he realizes how unclothed he is now, so he keeps still and quiet where he is.]

[ Drawn to the waters as well, and how very coincidental that it was this small pool exactly. The ginger wizard approaches the waters; granted, he was used to a profuse amount of layers but he had actually taken a drink of the green liquid and coupled with the standard lack of modesty that himself and the rest of the Nein displayed on a regular basis, he was already shedding his clothing ceremoniously and then throwing them over a rock to stay.

Arguably, he was not wearing a coat-- but there was a green scarf that his Retainer had provided (likely noting his very specific aesthetic) that was swathed around his shoulders, that was dispensed off, and then his fingers were going to his buttons, making quick and precise work, finally the cravat which he tugged at (that thing wasn't going back on when he made his exit from the pleasure garden) and the pants were thrown off.

Followed by smallclothes-- woops.

Finally there was a very naked ginger wizard who dived in with a rather inelegant splash, coupled of course with a very pronounced curse word in zemnian ]

Scheiße, das ist kalt!

[ how very amazing for Essek that they both were fortuitously drawn to this exact same pond ]

Edited 2023-05-29 01:38 (UTC)

[Essek had moved aside some of his foliage cover to peek at who might have also arrived, only to get an eye full of stripping ginger. At first he was about to look away and quickly excuse himself, but upon seeing that it was his ginger-- no, that it was Caleb, Essek felt a wash of relief that it was someone familiar. That he could perhaps have a small - albeit awkward - conversation. It has been hard to speak with Caleb lately, careful of each other as they are, there were apologies through text, the dream that solidly ended in rejection but.. Perhaps--

A relief that short lived as he finally looked away realizing that Caleb didn't intend to stop in his stripping until there was nothing left.

Until naked and getting into the pond.

No, there was no relief now as he realizes that Caleb is naked in the pool of water Essek has his feet in and didn't announce himself. Now he was nothing better than a voyeur. One that was still decently hidden as he found his eyes following the ripples of water to the man himself once more.

Scarred and freckled skin glistened beautifully under the light of the moon and bioluminescence, the fluttering of glowing butterflies. Somehow Caleb was like a flicker of a flame in the dark with how he lit up and reflected the light around him.]

[ Caleb had done a sweep of the greenhouse which was almost like a.. demiplane? He waned to dissect it's orgins even further. It had to be a demiplane-- the edge had been easily seen from the buffet table, where one could easily round the corner of it and see the next corner with a clean line of sight. But here in the greenhouse itself, it had turned into a forested wonderland with no end apparent.

He emerged from waves, his hair all wet and stuck to him, letting out a sputter of waters. The water was clean however, and had to admire the tasteful aesthetics of water lilies that floated on the surface, glowing softly.

Off to the side, if Essek turned even a little bit? He would see Frumpkin sitting there and slow blinking at him, a very casual 'oh look, I percieve you'

Congratulations, the cat has found you and knows you've been peeping on Caleb, a very naked Caleb

A Caleb who was currently making quite the sounds of bliss that seemed to echo just a little bit in the enclosure; was that a pleased groan? Yeah it was. ]

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[To say the greenhouse didn't fascinate Essek would be a lie, he has found the broader dimensions of it exceedingly interesting. Even wondered if perhaps it was a conversation the two could share in, but in this moment, he couldn't even imagine speaking with Caleb, his shame at peeping the man made his cheeks hot.

And then just as he is thinking about sneaking out, of slipping away with his clothing, he finds Frumpkin fully aware at him, watching him while he blinks.

Essek was fully caught -- especially when that pleased groan reached his ears and his mind played all the ways he could hear that sound again, wanting to remember it for his own memories another time. Casting another glance at the man, he looks at the long length of his body as water runs down it, luckily the angle keeps him from peeping anything too... delicate, but still, the curve of that back as water traces the man's spine..

He can't help but wonder how it would taste as he bites his lip to try and prevent the thought.]

[ Surely in this moment, Frumpkin was looking into Essek's mind and finding that the drow was sinning to the upteenth degree, however that did not matter to him-- instead he moved to plop himself right down on Essek's lap and made himself a loaf. This was an invitation to pet him.

Also a death sentance as it meant that Essek was not going anywhere for the foreseeable future. One did not break the cardinal sin of dislodging a cat from their roost; it just was really bad ton.

You would not want to displease a duke, now would you?

There was a bit more splashing involved and that was only Caleb working himself into a float, all freckled pale skin that caught the biolumiscient light that the fireflies were giving off; at the very least Essek could take comfort in the fact that Caleb was not hard, that is if Essek as still peeking in on him ]

[No, Essek couldn't even imagine dislodging Frumpkin from his spot once the cat decided to loaf on him. In fact now that he was caught and held prisoner, Essek felt his very life flash before his eyes.

This was it - the end. He would either admit he was here and die of embarrassment or he would have to live with the shame of voyeuristically watching the person of his affections bathe unbeknownst of the situation.

Or worse, getting caught without announcing himself and breaking the tentative trust that was built between them.

Petting Frumpkin while looking up into the treetop canopy, Essek makes his decision.]

Caleb.. before you bare yourself to the moon, Frumpkin has seen fit that I cannot leave with our dignity intact so.. it seems prudent to inform you of my presence. [Essek almost sounds pained in his embarrassment and shame, hoping beyond hope that Caleb does not take it the wrong way.]

Apologies.

[ with his hair fanned out around him in the pond, he had just closed his eyes when he heard the voice, a familiar. His eyes shot open at the alert to Essek's presence; he was bearing himself to the moon-- without a care in the world. However he very quickly shifted and then concealed himself. Essek-- ah, this was awkward and he could feel his face flush.

Not because he was naked.

He was not modest in the slightest, but he knew that Essek was; which was the awkward part of it. He looked up at the canopy roof for a moment, attempting to figure out the best way to respond to this. He was not a maiden, and he highly doubted that anyone would find his body arousing-- so modesty was a moot point (much too freckled and lanky for that, too much body hair as well.) and well that was integrity right there, he could not be mad about it. ]

Well if you are here, then it means you are safe within Pheme's Greenhouse Wonderland and so I cannot complain in the slightest.

[ It meant that sex pollen had not gotten a hold of Essek, and gods-- he did not know why but he did not want to think of Essek getting sex pollinated, it left a bitter taste in his mouth. Even though theoretically, he had no claim on him.. never would ]

Safe? Is there some danger I have yet to encounter? [Essek feels his attention focus on to that, looking over his shoulder at the rest of the greenhouse as if something might creep up on him in this very moment.

Now feelings more cautious he continues to pet Frumpkin for some comfort, more keenly aware of how he is half naked in this very moment in time - only a loose linen shirt and his knickers on. He looks to Caleb again, worry writ in his face as he sees no reason to hide it from the other man.

The flush on the man's cheeks brings back all his caution and shame -- not that it ever really left him, but it was set aside for a moment in the face of other dangers that could be lurking. Yet Caleb looks embarrassed and is covering himself more now..

It was hard for Essek's eyes not to follow the chest hair down to the trail that leads further--]

Ah.. I do apologize for viewing you without your knowledge, it was not my intention, I merely thought I.. could save us both any embarrassment.. but, well, Frumpkin thought otherwise.

[He really shouldn't pet the cat and reward him for what he's caused but.. it was helping to ease any anxiety.]

Aphrodisiacal pollen.

[ Caleb pointed upward where Essek could likely see a shield that was erected, and at the very least over this area there was a safeguard. At certain points there was something that resembled honey that was sprinkling on the shield and then falling downward around it, deflected for the time being. ] It's been rotating throughout Pheme's playing field and catching people unsuspecting; Frumpkin initially reported it to me however, I would advise that when you leave this area, you utilize a parasol or a shield of some sort.

[ There had been reports from a few other people that it had been too late and they'd been caught in the landslide of pollen; he'd actually embarrassingly enough passed a few couples fornicating, it really had been awkward ]

You are fine, Essek. I am just a run-of-the mill naked man, and I don't have any real modesty issues, though I will keep myself submerged for your comfort at least in the interim. [ And he was respectfully averting his eyes from the sound of Essek's voice as he did not want to unsettle the drow either ]

Ah.. yay.. [There was nothing but sarcasm in his voice as he looks upwards and sees what Caleb is pointing out. It had been a fool's luck that he hadn't been caught by any of the pollen or at least if he had it was minor enough to be inconsequential.

He would be able to get his parasol from his chest at least, it would cost some thumos to summon and dismiss, but it was more than worth it to not suffer the consequences of an aphrodisiac. The notion that their lady would go so far to get them to make thumos is uncomfortable.

Essek scratches at his arm a little as if he can feel the pollen, even if there is none there.]

And there is no need to concern yourself.. while modest myself I do not impose it on others, merely did not wish to broach yours unbeknownst to you.

[He doesn't want to cross a boundary unknowingly.. although he already mostly viewed the handsome man. Run-of-the-mill is not the terms he would use for Caleb's visage, but he also does not wish to again go where he is unwanted.]

Ja, my thought exactly-- about the pollen. There may be some on you, I do not know how long you have been sitting there; it should not be much though-- certainly not enough to make a difference whatsoever-- when I entered and threw up the shield, it had been coming from the north and it appears it is going in a clockwise position.

[ Of course Caleb would know the precise details of the pollen-cloud rain and it's movements throughout the playing feel; like some fucked up sexual version of the Hunger Games. ]

I have ridiculously little boundaries, the only ones that are firmly in place are the forearms.

[ He did not like the forearms touched, and now that Essek had a greater understanding of Caleb's past, as well as Eadwulf's-- he'd understand why that was a sore point of issue with him. The scars that were not finished; but would've been if he had not broken during his Graduation. ]

[Essek cannot help but admire Caleb's ability to know precisely the details of the situation. Somehow he's skirted the whole issue but seeing now that it might be on himself, he wonders if he should get into the water fully and wash himself of any that might have gotten on him. He would go in the linins he was wearing, but it would still be very revealing and immodest of him to bathe with a man he feels attraction for.. but--

Yes, it would be better safe than sorry, so he removes Frumpkin from his lap with a small apology before pushing himself up from his seated position and wading into the water with a small splash, the cold waters soak through the thin barriers of clothing and sooth his heated skin.]

Then it would be better to wash myself of any of it. [He didn't want to get sex drugged at all.

Once in the deeper part of the pool - with his eyes averted from Caleb's handsome form - Essek dips himself fully into the water, running hands over his face and hair before remerging a few seconds later. His clothing hangs heavy and revealing as the thin white linins clings to his skin, showing much as he runs his fingers through his hair, water soaking him.]

[ Scheiße, he thinks to himself as he catches sight of Essek's form cutting through the waters, but that statement didn't hit until it was drawn out and Essek was re-emerging with tendrils of white hair that dripped water over lavender skin, he had to turn his gaze away, realizing that it was probably exceedingly lustful. Oh no, he was not falling into this trap of letting his mind get caught up in pining.

Too late however, because he technically was pining, had been pining for months and he was slowly beginning to realize this. Whatever happened in Nicodranas had only been a speedbump and now here was Essek and he was acutely aware that this man would be trancing in the same house as him tonight.

Double Scheiße.

That shirt clung to Essek in all the right ways, his mouth grew dry and he yanked his gaze away, but it felt so very terse how he did so-- only that he had to be firm with himself, but it was up to Essek's interpertations. ]

Also, anything green on the buffet is not safe to eat or drink; I think it has been purposely drugged so as to convince more people to come into the greenhouse, ja.

[Essek brushes some of the loose hair that hang heavy in his face to the side, his gaze traveling to Caleb for but a moment before he averts it once more. But in that moment, he sees something in Caleb's face-- perhaps the way he jerks his gaze away from Essek seems terse, but he sees more in it. He sees the blown pupils and the self firmness of his shifted gaze.. as if holding himself back.

Perhaps.. even if he was no longer romantically interested in Essek, he was still physically attracted. They had kissed a couple times now, Caleb had even initiated--

It didn't mean there was any hope romantically, he would not fool himself since Caleb had quite clearly rejected him, but.. while he hates to think of Bren the man's notion of a contract of convenience might be plausible if Caleb is attracted to him. While it was a new and altogether overwhelming sensation, Essek is very attracted to Caleb-- romantically and sexually -- so it would be possible.. It would benefit them both and Essek could perhaps work this attraction out of his system. (Or doom himself further.)

No, he was thinking too deeply on something from a simple look and a couple stolen kisses. He can feel the shame of his assumptions flush heavy on his neck. Just because there was attraction did not necessarily denote a desire to act on it.]

I feared as much.. in fact I did not partake in any of the refreshments for that very reason. [That and the graduation cake got to him the night before.] I cannot help but speculate that.. ah, this is a ploy to generate significant thumos after the last month.

[People were punished for making Thumos, so many people did not.]

[ Essek indeed had read clearly the desire, but also the honour there; the overwhelming honour not to disrespect Essek Thelyss with his thoughts; the first time he'd kissed-- it had been with salt water in Essek's lungs, a raw primal survival instinct. The second time had been in a darkened room covered by the haze of evening that had led to Bren (although he did not blame Essek, he was to blame for it as he himself had initiated it).

The second time had been in a dream that had been shared between them. It hardly counted, but one that he took as a fairly telling rejection in and of itself. That Essek did not want him? Oh, that was absolutely no surprise to Caleb and his insight would never be that great when it came to other people in regards to himself. ]

I attempted to warn as many people as possible of the pollen; I think that something designed to take away agency is best approached at least willingly and with full disclosure consent.

[ He was treading water now, trying to keep himself from looking in Essek's direction though perhaps his eyes strayed ever so often within the direction, just a furtive sideways glance here or there. ]

I am glad I could assist in preventing you from being entrapped by Pheme, ja. That's what friends do.. they help each other.

Edited 2023-05-30 01:46 (UTC)

Yes, it would not do to have people's consent taken from them.. I would not want my own stripped from me. Already it's as if I have been compelled in ways that are discomfiting without it being sexual in nature..

[The idea of having his consent stripped from him and end up having sexual relations with someone he did not know or have attraction to--

Essek shudders a little where he wades, shaking his head the lightest bit as if to dislodge the horrifying thought from him. It was disturbing to be a thing for this creature to manipulate to her bidding, to strip away his will and force him into situations he did not desire.

Yet-- He casts a look over his shoulder at Caleb, eyes trailing over Caleb's shoulders and back for what he could see -- the idea of consensually losing his inhibitions with Caleb was not an unwelcome thought.

Friends help each other and they needed thumos to survive and for this magic.. and he would willingly find himself in Caleb's bed too.]

How are you.. ah, where thumos is concerned? [He averts his gaze again, trying to hide that there is a motive behind the question than just concern. That is Caleb need Thumos, perhaps he might have a solution or offer...] Not just in this moment, but most often. Are you well with it?

[ He would not even humor himself into thinking that this could have an ulterior motive. This was just a friend's inquiry, he remembered Anders had expressed an interest in something of an arrangement and honestly, he may have broached it with Anders if in fact he was not so reserved about the whole thing in general (as well as uncertain of his own attractiveness). He took this exactly as he perceived it as such, they were wizards after all and their spells required Thumos instead of slots. ]

I get by.. [ He slipped further down into the waters so that his shoulders were submerged, his long hair fanning out around him. ] Usually on small interactions here or there; though.. it has been very quiet and I have a feeling that something big is coming.

[ It had been little under two months since the flood, and he felt as if this was but a calm before the storm. ] Which means I will have to gather up more of those small interactions and hopefully they will add up.

[ He thought for a moment, as if considering something ] You know, when you were passed out after teleporting away from me.. I mean Bren? I turned into a cat and ah, laid on your chest, I hoped to generate some Thumos to get you by.

[ his voice came out in a breathless rush ] I know it was not much.. but I felt responsible for what happened.

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I. WELCOME

II. AN INVITATION

Essek Thelyss || Critical Role || in-game

I think I'll go with the closed one, ja

are you sure?

Jaaaaaa

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insight 18+7=25

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welcome drinks

ANDHERA! Yasssss

\o/ them!

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this is...so late, no worries if it's TOO late