But he can't. He can't have this man and it aches deep and dark in him to know his love isn't mutual, that he is singular in this one thing, alone. Always he's been alone in his life and the one time he wishes to not be anymore it is for a man he can never have.
A sobbed sound catches in his throat, sounding more like a groan but he wants to cry, wants to cry out for this man, beg him, but his dignity was still intact enough for him to hold on desperately to it as he does Caleb. Hips rolling their cocks together as he shifts his overstimulated ear from Caleb's lips and hides his face in the man's neck, hoping it will give him the mind to not lose himself and spill his love.]
I.. am on the precipice... I will not last much-- Gods Caleb! [His voice is hushed and muffled against Caleb's collarbone as his hips stutter and rock faster, clearly giving in as he chases his climax between their rubbing cocks.
Fingernails bite into Caleb's shoulder as his body shakes and falls apart in the man's hold, his cock jerking as cum spills heavy between them in the water. Essek muffles his cry of pleasure by biting down on the collarbone against his mouth, the reverberating sound of his climax pressed there.]
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But he can't. He can't have this man and it aches deep and dark in him to know his love isn't mutual, that he is singular in this one thing, alone. Always he's been alone in his life and the one time he wishes to not be anymore it is for a man he can never have.
A sobbed sound catches in his throat, sounding more like a groan but he wants to cry, wants to cry out for this man, beg him, but his dignity was still intact enough for him to hold on desperately to it as he does Caleb. Hips rolling their cocks together as he shifts his overstimulated ear from Caleb's lips and hides his face in the man's neck, hoping it will give him the mind to not lose himself and spill his love.]
I.. am on the precipice... I will not last much-- Gods Caleb! [His voice is hushed and muffled against Caleb's collarbone as his hips stutter and rock faster, clearly giving in as he chases his climax between their rubbing cocks.
Fingernails bite into Caleb's shoulder as his body shakes and falls apart in the man's hold, his cock jerking as cum spills heavy between them in the water. Essek muffles his cry of pleasure by biting down on the collarbone against his mouth, the reverberating sound of his climax pressed there.]