[The tension between them was not unknown to him, it was merely the emotions behind that tension that eluded Essek - still do in many ways. He was so sure once that Caleb was trying to honey pot him and he was almost willing to give in, it was only the others and more important matters that kept them both at bay. That kept them from being alone, lighting a blaze that would consume them, from making a mistake--
But this wasn't a mistake, Caleb knows his deepest regret and still wants him like this. He knows Caleb's past yet still loves and wants the man.. And Essek is a selfish man, there was no reason to choose to spare his heart and deny the only way he could have this gorgeous man. If sex was the only way he could have his heart's desire, then he would take it.
A moan, hushed and breathless, slips from him at the way their bodies moved together, the way he rested against Caleb as they lick and bite and kiss hungrily. The desire he felt for this man was such a strong pull that he fell into orbit without effort, this sun becoming the center of his universe by merely breathing such lust filled words right by his sensitive ears.
Adjusting his stance, Essek pressed his own thigh up under that generous length, giving Caleb purchase to roll against as he feels the way the water makes him ride up against the man's own thigh. Fingers twine with the hair at the back of Caleb's head as he nods, his other hand carding through the swath of chest hair, letting himself get caught up in the flow of their bodies.]
If only I can do the same, ta'ecelle-- [a breathless gasp]
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But this wasn't a mistake, Caleb knows his deepest regret and still wants him like this. He knows Caleb's past yet still loves and wants the man.. And Essek is a selfish man, there was no reason to choose to spare his heart and deny the only way he could have this gorgeous man. If sex was the only way he could have his heart's desire, then he would take it.
A moan, hushed and breathless, slips from him at the way their bodies moved together, the way he rested against Caleb as they lick and bite and kiss hungrily. The desire he felt for this man was such a strong pull that he fell into orbit without effort, this sun becoming the center of his universe by merely breathing such lust filled words right by his sensitive ears.
Adjusting his stance, Essek pressed his own thigh up under that generous length, giving Caleb purchase to roll against as he feels the way the water makes him ride up against the man's own thigh. Fingers twine with the hair at the back of Caleb's head as he nods, his other hand carding through the swath of chest hair, letting himself get caught up in the flow of their bodies.]
If only I can do the same, ta'ecelle-- [a breathless gasp]