[It was a candid question, one he asked rather bluntly and to the point, because it has plagued his mind for days now.. Not only had Bren kissed so many other people, but he had learned of Essek's infatuation with Caleb, his affection. And while maybe a small hope now bloomed that Caleb perhaps did not know, he also worried that unless he asked directly, he would never truly find out. And he would not risk confessing when Caleb had rejected him regardless of if he knew.

But mor importantly, it might mean that Caleb might or might not remember the things Bren said to him, about the contract of convenience for thumos.. It would mean he might have to explain it if he does offer it.. Yet he remembers the spark of Caleb in that moment before Bren became angry with him.

His mind derails from that when Caleb speaks further.]

I never doubted that, it is a matter of fact even -- I apologize for bringing it up.. merely it was on my mind.. [Essek feels awkward now, he let his mind move forward analytically and with his own selfish feelings leading the way.]

Teleporting was an attempt to save you from what was occurring, I-- wanted to do more for you.. I did not mean to abandon you as I did.. [Caleb told him to run, he honored that, yet it feels like an excuse.]