[ What a candid question. He knew that Eadwulf had subdued him, he remembered things here and there, but there were times within Bren's taking control where he almost felt as if a blindfold was placed over his eyes. He answered this very carefully and truthfully-- in fact he looked like he was looking inward attempting to figure out just want he remembered.
Funny for a man with keen mind, where details and facts could come to him at a moment's notice. ]
When the worst part of myself was in control, there were times that I was aware but then conversely moments where it was a haze so I cannot answer this with anything resembling accuracy.
[ Manipulations, that was what he felt-- like he had been herded into seeing what would cause him the most pain, much like a sheep was herded in for the kill. ] It was not pleasant by any stretch however, I never meant to hurt you Essek.. if you believe anything, please believe that.
[ He turned then in the water to regard Essek, keeping his eyes firmly on Essek's while he swam backward just a little bit, until his back came in contact with the rock wall of the pool. ]
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Funny for a man with keen mind, where details and facts could come to him at a moment's notice. ]
When the worst part of myself was in control, there were times that I was aware but then conversely moments where it was a haze so I cannot answer this with anything resembling accuracy.
[ Manipulations, that was what he felt-- like he had been herded into seeing what would cause him the most pain, much like a sheep was herded in for the kill. ] It was not pleasant by any stretch however, I never meant to hurt you Essek.. if you believe anything, please believe that.
[ He turned then in the water to regard Essek, keeping his eyes firmly on Essek's while he swam backward just a little bit, until his back came in contact with the rock wall of the pool. ]